I’m depressed

Spent some time surfing the blog world – and to tell the truth it depressed me. Why you might ask? Well because to use some Maslow – it seems like most people I’m reading are in self-actualization mode. I’m on surviving; trying to get a life- mode. Most of the posts I read have stimulating questions and discussions in contrast the discussion in my head goes something like this:

‘God where do you want us?’
‘Maybe we should join a church?’
‘We can plant a church?’
‘How will I put my kids through college (that I don’t have)’
blah …. blah …. blah

Survival reads self-actualization blogs.
Well I’ll go to bed and start again.